I need to stop doing this to myself.

Why do I keep falling for guys that I know will never be mine? It isn't fair to myself. It's either the guy is famous or he has a girlfriend who is a million times better than me.

I'm not that bad.

I know I'm not.

But why must the perfect guy always be so far away? Why can't he be just around the corner? Why can't he reveal himself to me so I can stop looking myself?

It's all just one big heart ache. This entire ordeal is making me a not-so-hot mess.

I want to fall in love with someone who is in love with me. I'm looking for the real thing. I'm looking for my forever. I don't want someone who tries to impress me. I want someone who does it naturally.

Blogger.

You and I have become strangers. Forgive me.

To fill you in: I'm in love with a Korean. His name is Lee Jun-Ki. He's famous. He'll never love me.

But hey, what else is new? Ha, this seems to be the case scenario for every guy I've ever liked.

He's gorgeous though. He sings. He acts. So cute.

I'll update more later, and possibly give you a make-over. You deserve it.